Hi Dear Friends

Over the last few days/months/years I have been actively searching and researching our reality, other realities, other levels of consciousness in an attempt to 'find' my true place within it and also to ensure whichever path I choose is spiritually correct for me and my spiritual evolution.

The following insights may or may not ring true and may even be an area you have already discovered and have moved far ahead from where I am now, however I share unreservedly some insights that I find weave the tapestry of life into a more understandable chaos ((grins))

I need to firstly define 2 terms STO and STS the meanings and incredible importance will soon become apparent.

STO SERVICE TO OTHERS

A polarity or alignment chosen to share, aid, teach, learn whilst yearning to understand and BE in the knowing we are all ONE. STO sees all creation and other beings are all parts of the ONE creation and provides UNCONDITIONAL love aid and respect whilst carefully monitoring the karmic and free-will laws of all of creation. An STO entity does never seek control or power over any other creation but seeks to unconditionally serve the ALL. STO embraces divine creation and seeks advancement with humbleness and awe at the precious nature of all creation. STO never destroys - it seeks to create and be fully inside with harmony all of creation - it does this with grace and acceptance whilst always alert to forces that seek to limit/control its free will to exist in its own manner.

STO gets energy and spiritual progression by BEING AND DOING STO aligned actions. STO is offering choice to others and seeks nothing more. STO has no need of power structures and heirachy for these are instruments of control and focus entirely on the SELF (STS)

STO aligns with the Creator, creation and infinite wisdom and consciousness. STO is Community.

STS SERVICE TO SELF

A polarity or alignment dedicated to SELF and power/control over all creation and others as it seeks to grow at the expense of all creation..STS is inward-looking and finds pure truth only inside of itself with no acceptance to a truer reality or a higher creator than itself - regardless of religious lip service. It seeks to rule primarily by robbing free will from others by means such as violence, wars, propaganda, deception, lying, mind control (chemical, visual, electromagnetic, mass media etc).

STS aligns with itself and dismisses the Creator. STS uses communities and efforts by others to advance only itself at the cost of all others, planets,air and resources.

STS sets up and uses hierarchical power structures to exert control over and manipulate others. Examples of this are governments that constrain and lie, religious followings that herd the masses away from true truth, judicial systems that manipulate and mould social injustice as opposed to dispensing equity and fairness to all.

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Free will and free choice

These two often used insights are inextricably woven into the STO/STS matrix. Whilst they are in fact basic tenets of truth embraced by peoples everywhere there is the rarely uttered or recognized 3rd part to free will and free choice and that is

FREE RESPONSE.

Free will and choice to RESPOND to all feelings, insights, actions, dangers and so on. Free will and choice to RESPOND to intuition, attacks and deepest knowledge. The gift to respond with awareness as to which polarity one chooses to align with, or not to align at all. Therein is the hidden danger of NOT choosing to align either to STO or STS.

THERE ARE 3 CHOICES/RESPONSES available to all. They are

Choose to be STO

Choose to be STS

Choose to do and be NOTHING.

In infinite wisdom understandings and looking upon 'All the faces of God', the adept or student will see that everything is created by a Prime Creator and it is only our perceptions or mind-controlled indoctrination that tend us to see whether something is 'good', 'bad', 'horrible', 'wonderful' and so on. But to the serious student of life and creation, these perceptions are seen for what they truly are namely Perceptions based upon a lack of 'divine plan' appreciation. Further to this, the notion of whether STO is better than STS is also seen along side of Negative/Positive and the divine need to have them both. The true wisdom states that 'STO' isn't somehow BETTER than 'STS' for both are as appropriate as each other. Far be it for any soul to sit in judgment of Creator and think somehow Creator has messed up in a profound error. However the differences between STO/STS can be appreciated simplistically by understanding where the 2 paths evolve to - STO seeks unity with ALL and creation and sees its part in ALL creation and other selves (people, animals, plants, rocks etc or namely Earth-Wind-Fire-Water elements of creation. STS does not seek unity with other selves but only ITSELF, and thusly eclipses in the long term its own growth and evolution due to its self consuming resource consuming polarity - namely the day will come where the divide between STS and STO energies/spirits will be so wide that the STS existing in a pyramid structured heirachy will be left without energy food sources.

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HOW DOES ALL THIS AFFECT YOU AND WHY DOES IT MATTER?

And it certainly matters VERY much in these Coming Times. Ascension 'end of cycle' times

The clearest analogy to use to provide clarity and understanding to the NEED of RESPONDING is to watch carefully the antics occurring on the planet in these times.

On this planet at the current moment we have the 3 groups of polarity

1. STO

2. STS

3. The undecided, the asleep, those who wont/cant choose, the slaves, the ignorant, the spiritually primitive, the dumbed down. - all collectively known as 'the sheep' whose obvious fate is to be EATEN spiritually, physically and emotionally by the 3rd and 4th density predators. And the only reason they will be eaten either in this or HIGHER densities is due to the basic fact that they MAY have chosen their polarity based in free will/choice but they are still yet to RESPOND. And herein lies the truth and power of DOING. It is these same 'sheep' of undecided polarity that are stuck on the reincarnation treadmill for thousands of lifetimes for they may/may not have selected a polarity of spiritual evolution however they have never taken the next step in Lesson of Doing and Applying their polarity choice. As with 3D schooling, the student who refuses to apply and DO something with the lessons learnt will usually repeat the lessons - or fail. The DOING is in itself an act of will and at the end of this narrative I have outlined basic guidelines to enhance and improve the Will or focus of the mind to achieve clarity of thought, intent, purpose and action. Even the STS entity will advance to higher densities of understandings and growth if they apply and Do their selection of polarity. More on this below.

We have all heard the sayings 'Going to church weekly does not make one holy' or 'sleeping in a car garage does not turn one into a motor car' It is profoundly exactly the same with the student that seeks and gathers esoteric knowledge/truths or one that strives spiritual contact and understanding. They may be full with spiritual truths and knowledge yet until the moment they DO SOMETHING AND BEGIN TO APPLY the knowledge, then they are only a flesh and bones library doing no-one any good least of all themselves. They are yet to make a RESPONSE based in intent (regardless of polarity chosen) and then begin to LIVE their truths and polarity which then involves living those personal truths EVERY second of every minute of every year. Half hearted attempts at DOING can certainly and often lead to a canceling or negation of the polarity chosen thus leading the energy stalemate returning one back to the sheep class..

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The Proof is in Observation - or some Real World Examples

It is often pondered by some as to why only the good die young, or why is it that the meanest and nastiest get all the riches whilst the humble and 'nice' folk struggle each day. To illustrate these points I have outlined 3 scenarios below which may, in light of the above discourse, shed a little light on how the above applies in daily life.

1. Rich get richer

In with the above, if an STS entity begins to live and APPLY its chosen polarity, then material power and wealth will stream in due to the wealth etc being readily seen, touched and enjoyed along with rapid self gratification and energy fed from the weaker citizens/creation over which it controls. There is no need or hint of a faith-based method of doing, as all efforts are directed to the SELF with tangible touchable manifestations of material 3D feedback and wealth. Even those that they control and bully into slavery and submission gives them instant energy food as the fear, hatred, jealousy, envy generated flows back to them. They can easily attain strong focus and intent based on touchable instant results/feedback.

2. Meek and humble struggle/Good die young

As hopefully the picture grows clearer in the mind of the Reader, one may readily see that the majority of the meek and humble are predominately those who are yet to choose a polarity, or comprises those who have indeed chosen and are yet to APPLY and DO something with their choice. They remain betwixt realms of potential and possibilities due to the very nature of not attracting either Material Realm Energies nor attracting Creational Infinite Wisdom Energies. They are in effect stuck until they choose one way or the other and begin to APPLY. So it then can be readily seen that they are indeed at the beck and call of those entities that choose to use, feed and ultimately destroy them. It can also be seen that it is IMPERATIVE that the STS feeders keep the citizens in a dream like dumbed down sleep state to ENSURE a continuing unenlightened food/slave source in this and higher density realms. Naturally examples on how STS keep the status quo in place abound everywhere. Mind destroying television radiations and vile STS TV programmes, Drug induced stupidity via vaccinations, food additives, chemical cocktails from lipstick to soaps, endless wars of aggression, unraveling of social norms and decencies, outright propaganda and lies--- and the list goes on. Of course the 'good' die young but the reasons are due to them giving up and profound hopelessness due to their being denied knowledge as to possible solutions to escape the trap.

3. The Others

Dear Reader, by this time (if you have got this far) you may already sense that this section is probably where you lie. This section 'Others' is really those who have chosen STO polarity

But were possibly unaware of the vast amount of effort required to keep the task in focus and on track. It is NOT easy, thus it is called WORK.

Earth by its very design of Lesson is a 3D STS realm and in saying, the forces amassed against the 3D STO Candidate are extremely powerful, numerous and stupendously CUNNING and subtle. The STO being amasses inner light, knowledge and awareness and thus builds strong connections BASED IN FAITH with divine truths, wisdoms and knowledge. A true STO has long since dismissed the need of material possessions and trinkets in the full knowing that such gadgets are in themselves traps into materialism and 'sheep'/STS energy polarity. An STO person seeks true truths in all things and events for the gathering of OBJECTIVE knowledge is mandatory in order to make choices affecting its life and evolution in the highest possible potentials. An STO entity observes actions of others and tends to dismiss idle words and mumbled half-truths. An STO person is sensately in tune with all earthly events due to the melding into ONE with all things.

An STO entity can begin to SEE THE LESSON. The STO performs actions and tasks without expectation, without anticipation, without reward and predominantly offers CHOICE instead of fixed solutions.

An STO entity when faced with conflict will see deeper than the emotional triggers and manifestation. It will seek a loved based acceptance and understanding of the event and render the conflict unarmed - a positive non biased judgmental outcome - pure service to others . An STS entity in similar conflict will seek control, domination and winning - pure service to self.

An STO by its very connection to Infinite Creation always has every need to remain in Lesson met. TRUE STO understands and sees why things are.

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I have forwarded my little ramblings above in a manner of unconditional sharing and friendship - I hope it provokes thinking and understanding

In peace and the Light of the Infinite Creator I send warm smiles and Oneness

Zed

Please Note: This is a brief discussion raising issues to promote awareness and thinking. The area of STO/STS is vast and complex in itself. The subtle traps of these polarities such as wishful thinking, sending love and light with expectation of outcome etc require careful study and deep discernment. This subject can be freely circulated if you so choose.

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Exercises to strengthen the Will and polarity intent.

1. learn to quieten the mind. Mediation focusing on objects such as a candle is very helpful. A few minutes every day and then do often as possible. Practice controlling thoughts and emotional responses until the stage of being able to keep all mind chatter away. This then allows the mind to function as an open doorway into the vast unseen realms of creation. Controlling emotions meaning by all means see and experience them and learn deeply the circumstances that occurred but always ensure those same emotions are non destructive to others or to self. Learn from them and by them.

2. To be able to master step one, it is imperative that all the polarities of 3d are mastered and internalized. Seek all those opposites within oneself and come to terms with then - accept who you really are. Where you find patience within you, seek to find the impatience and how it manifests and why.. Where you find anger, find peace. Where you find jealousy, find acceptance and so on. Seek to find all those things within your mind that you approve of and disapprove of in yourself and seek balance. Find completeness within yourself without judgment. Seek to understand yourself fully - seek to know thyself.

3. Seek the completeness and knowing of your consciousness and accept it. A being in the polarity of 3D cannot pick and choose at whim those attributes it likes about itself for to do so for doing so creates 'roles' of behavior and thought that serve to hinder and create blockages for the human. Similarly, if one has habits that sometimes cause guilt or self shame etc, then bring these actions fully out into the open within one's mind and look upon them deeply. Never try and hide nor judge such things but address and learn them for to do otherwise either deepens and hides the matter or a self judging blockage will be erected. This causes immediately a situation whereby a part of one's self is held in denial and thus stops ACCEPTANCE OF SELF. If one cannot accept one's self then one finds it impossible to accept others and the world/creation. One begins to believe that something is wrong rather than applying wisdom.

4.Once the above steps are mastered, expand your viewing out into the world with all those you meet. Know and understand all others are as complete as you are.  Learn to view the balance in all others. When you see impatience in others, balance this with patience. When you see anger in others, balance this with happiness as you have done with yourself. Understand the polarities that exist in yourself and all others. Every human mind is a complete unit. Expand your understandings into the societal minds, the mass minds and ultimately to the infinite creator mind. This will lead to Oneness of all creation and certainly includes mental, physical, emotional, etheric and spiritual bodies of not only the self,  but ALL creation.

5. Begin to then explore your body with your mind, Embrace all things such as emotions, feelings and biases and see how these affect the physical body itself. It is necessary to understand the bodily polarities and to accept them, repeating the steps you have taken with exploring your mind. The body is a creature of the mind's creation and it too has its biases. The biological bias must be completely understood and then the opposite bias allowed to find full expression in understanding. This process of acceptance of the body as a balanced, as well as, polarized individual can then be accomplished. It is then one's task to extend this understanding to the bodies of all the others you will meet. See the male in every female, see the female in every male. Learn to see and know the deepness of how the mind and its emotions affect one's body. Begin to see how the body can be either harmed or nourished by one's own mind and the role emotions play in this. This is then the beginning of truly healing oneself on all levels.

6. the next yet most subtle area to balance is the spirit which embraces the fields of force and consciousness. The mind controls the body and when both the mind and body are in balance, then the spirit can be a functioning channel from the person's energy and will to be open to the creative universal forces of creator infinity and power. The balancing allows the tapping into of energy sources of healing and knowledge. Ensure one's intent to serve others (STO) is strong before attempting this..